the greatest battles are those in the mind.
seriously, when you say you didnt study this holiday, who are you trying to tell? what are you trying to imply? i only know when you wrote that, i have to study even harder. since you are such a genius to get the 15th position when you claim that you didnt study (: im such a fool to be bluffed by you, last time. please note that everything about you are already past tense =)
i think i have a problem with a silver medal. i think if i was an olympic athlete i would rather come in last than to win the silver... you know, you win the gold, you feel good. you win the bronze, at least you think "i got something." but you win that silver, that's like:" congratulations, you almost won! of all the losers, you came in first in the group. you are the number 1 loser. no one lost ahead of you." and they always have that photo finish. and there is always silver... gold. greatest guy in the world... never heard of him.